I saw it in Pawakhola.
For a long time, I carried a specific doubt about humanitarian organisations. Not toward the people who work in them, but toward the very possibility that what they do changes anything. A quiet doubt, one that had built up over time, that no brochure or presentation had ever managed to clear up.
In January, I went to Pawakhola.
It’s a village of about twenty houses in the Himalayan range. Farmers, mostly. The first road reachable by car is seven hours on foot away (much less for locals), along trails with an elevation change of 1,800 meters that become treacherous, especially during the monsoon season. A place the world, until recently, seemed to have forgotten to think about. A place with no electricity. No light.
I was there as a guest of Seed of Light, for the inauguration of their hydroelectric project. What I found there made my doubt irrelevant. In the smiles of those people there was something hard to describe. It wasn’t just gratitude. It was the joy of discovering that you exist in someone else’s eyes, of realizing that the place where you were born or where you live, however remote, is worth reaching. That kind of joy can’t be staged.
That day I understood that action matters. That using what you have, as far as it goes, to improve other people’s lives doesn’t require perfect conditions. It only requires the decision to do it.
But that trip also left me with a question: doing something is already meaningful, but how it’s done is not beside the point.
In the world of sustainability there’s a model that describes the impact of an intervention through three dimensions: environmental, economic, and social. Three overlapping circles, and their intersection is the place where a project stops being a gesture and becomes something lasting. Staying in that intersection is hard. But it’s where it’s worth trying to stay.
In Pawakhola, those circles shared a common center. A plant powered by the river reduces the amount of wood that needs burning and respects a fragile ecosystem. In the valley, electricians were trained, phones can now be charged, and a community that once lived in isolation has opened a crack toward the rest of the world. Young people now have one more reason to stay, in a valley that was slowly at risk of emptying out.
Seed of Light doesn’t claim to be perfect. But it commits to searching for that intersection in every project, to building something that holds up over time, not just in the moment.
I believe in it. I saw it in Pawakhola.
– Nicholas


